its about 2am in the morning now and i feel like blogging before i sleep.
was watching 下一站, 幸福 on youtube for the whole day!
been wanting to watch it since forever and i rot at home today, so yup!
it's so nice!(:

hmmm, sometimes i wonder if i really watch too much drama!
but it's really nice to watch them!
despite knowing that such drama will nv happen in real life, i still have this small corner in me hoping that drama stories will happen! (k, i know it's stupid and naive. haha, THINKING ONLY LA. TSK.)
maybe drama's the cause of ppl having high expectations for this thing called love. haha.

bt1 is over, and i can't clear my 35 rp for sure. :/
damn scare, time flies.
i'm not prepared for As at all.
i can see myself suffering right before As, struggling.
i dont think i can do well for As.
really, i'm scared. very scared.):
maybe retaining sounds like an option now,
but its weird right? i dunno anyone who retain j2 leh.
i dont like it when ppl have expectation for me to do well.
dont like it at least for now.

and i damn have to blog about this thing.
THAT DAY wasnt as expected!
even when i constantly tell myself to not have any expectation, i still bloody have it.
i hate it, last year sucks. this year slightly better but isnt it suppose to be like, like BOOMXZX? (cant think of any other word now)
i'm happy and glad to have vicky with me and i should be contented but yea, right, i'm not k.
i'm greedy and i suck.
you forgot, and nv rmbed. you keep suaning me, i appear to be alright but i'm like really damn sad about it.)))))):
guess wad's worst, nothing can change it anymore. NOTHING.))))))))))):

i wish for time to freeze,
i wish for miracle to happen and i can suddenly know everything about my studies.
i wish for endless energy to fight this long battle, stupid As.
i wish 20 may nv comes.

stupid, but wad for.
if wishing works, den i'll not be in this bloody situation anymore.
i'll wish that u'll rmb something (not even feel sad, but just rmb something) whenever u see 23.